I haven't got much to say tonight except I wish it were spring I am sooooo sick of winter... sick of the snow melting and fresh snow falling... I want the flowers to start blooming and the sun to be out and the warm breeze to be blowing lol IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK... hehehe
I figured I would share some photos I had of me, Ed, some friends, and the kid who died he is on the far left in both pictures saddens me when I look at the pic I can't help but think of his goofy laugh and how he was always smiling... I wish I could say we had seen him recently but we haven't... It really makes you think when someone dies. Makes you think wow I really could loose my own life or loose someone sooo dear to me at any moment. Its so extremely depressing to think about....
Watching the new Knight Rider I remember loving the show as a kid... The new one is just like any other new show; lots of skin... I hate that... its like we can't watch a TV show anymore as a women without thinking WHY THE HECK DO THEY HAVE TO SHOW SO MUCH SKIN!! O well I guess there is not much we can do but watch and cringe haha... You know what else I hate?? I am a BIG FAN of CSI and they have been playing ALOT of reruns but they are always the same ones!!! Once in a while u get one u haven't seen in ages but for the most part u'r like I just watched this one last night! BAHHHHHHHHHH hahaha sorry... I kind of went on a rant....
Well this has gone from a wierd post to a sad post... We just recieved word that one of our friends one of the guys that was in our wedding died tonight in a car accident.... It doesn't feel real yet. I don't want it to feel real. This poor family... This kid had lost his sister and cousin not long ago and now the family has lost him... Terrible feelings of just plain agrivation run through my mind.... I don't know what else to say...
They finally sent someone to train me on the way things should be done I have the basics down pat now I am learning the right way to do everything lol... The girl they sent really knows her stuff. So I am starting to feel more comfortable with how I am doing she seems to not feel like she needs to tell me much I am basically just asking her questions and taking notes. Ugh I am thoughtless to night I have nothing else to say hehehe.... PEACE OUT!!
Wow I love my new job its awesome, working with the hubby is alot of fun.... I am not sure what it is about this job maybe it just takes alot out of me because I am still learning but I am sooo beat every night when I get home... They said I learned more in one day than the other csr did in 6 months lol.... and today on my 4th day they seemed to think it would be fine to leave me ALONE in the shop I was pullin my hair out with all the calls coming in hahaha.... the DM walked in the door and I grabbed the hair on top of my head and raised it and went "AHHHHH LOOK AT MY DESK" hahaha he laughed.... He is an awesome guy couldn't ask for a better DM... anywho thats all for now...
Sooooo tomorrow I start the new job. Ed and I will be leaving bright and early in the morning hehe I have a feeling its not even going to feel like work at first it will be so odd but once I get into the groove and I am not in training it will hit me hehehe anywho enough talking about my new job. I figure since my New Years resolution was to loose some weight I should give an update on that... I have since I started the diet lost 5.60 pounds and I have not been starving myself I simply eat when I am hungry right at the end of the bank job there was alot of cake and stuff available so I ate it I didn't deprive myself but I also didn't go overboard. My regular eating habits have become more healthy though other than the cake I have had little to no soda and I haven't missed it I drink water w/ lemon and green tea all day and for breakfast I either eat an English muffin with some smart balance butter on it (which keeps you fuller longer because it has omega3 in it) or an English muffin with peanut butter and a banana. Then for a mid morning snack I have yogurt with a chopped banana in it. (sooooo yummy you'd be surprised) then for lunch I eat whatever leftovers I have from dinner the night before... really its not what I eat its all about the portions this is the easiest diet I have ever been on and its because I allow myself to indulge when I feel I need it =-) Dinner is pretty much whatever I feel like eating but I don't overdue the pasta I eat more fruits or veggies with my dinner. So this is how I have gotten where I am yes its a slow weight lose plan but it is working and I am in no hurry which is always a good thing hehe... So try it... O yeah and make sure not to eat 3 hours before bed time.... Thats all folks!
